JULY
I don't mention the exact date. well, cos what i'm going to share is about 3 weeks in July.
May, June, July are my holidays. it's been 6 months since my boy left Jakarta.
He went back on 30th June 2011, i haven't met him on that day.
The story begin on Friday, he came to my house in the early morning, and i was 1/2 awake. I just felt it's really dream. afternoon made me overwhelm about the morning when I saw him face to face. it's unbelieve-able. maybe it's too over, but so do I, too miss him.
on Saturday, I honestly forgot an exact event.
Sunday, it's a rehearsal, I was shocked by saw him. he's now really thin, far from my imagination. idk why that day i disappointed. maybe it's becos i'm too miss him.
Monday 4july. I accompanied him cut his hair at Puri, then we drunk chatime. it's like a happy day to treat u first drink chatime :)
Tuesday 5july. plan to TA was canceled. cos he requested to accompanied him to watch arthur3. it's a pleasure to fulfill his request :)
Wednesday 6july. today we didn't meet each other as I remember. I went to Emporium.
Thursday 7july. we had a badminton game. i was totally excited. moreover, i got his ride. :) 3hours play and we went to ruko for a while. thanks for today. it was the sweet day ..
Friday 8july. forgot
Saturday 9 july. met him in the morning .
Sunday 10 july we didn't meet anyway 3-|
Mon 11july. we just played at my home, cycling, eat at sedap alami. :D
Tue 12 july. we went to ta, saw a huge bear, he wanna buy it fot me and i rejected him. we ate at Hangang, had a lunch together with a tangled song from sky rink. then we went home.
Wed 13july til Fri 15july. he stayed at bandung. but at friday we had a service together what a dream...
Sat 16july- Sun 17july. nothing special. as usual weekend.
Mon 18july. it's our 19th month anniv. anniversary is just celebrated at home , by watched tv together and made 12pcs enoki bacon. thanks for the card
Tue 19july. it's a terrible date. we went to ta to eat some food but we met unwanted-to-meet people. hmm a last day hangout become not sweet nor enjoyable. then after a complicated things happened. we escaped to cp. had a lite bites and thank GOD we had time to buy ourselves an outfit.
Wed 20july. my mind kept thinking about his return to Syd. previous day by bought him a sweater, i wanted to buy him a scarf as he wants. I went to mangdu today, it's hard to find a winter outfit there. suddenly when i walked around I saw a winter outfit store, but I think my mom n sist wouldn't wait for me if i entered that store. finally they went to optic and sat quite long time. then i went back to that store again. i found the scarf! but maybe he wouldn't like it. I just bought so he can keep warm in the winter. At night we went to puri together. I bought him facial wet tissue. it's like a satisfaction to buy him many things.
Thurs 21july. last rehearsal. i completely *uring2an* cos the day was getting closer. i wanted him to be with me. i was a bit mad cos he's disappear when rehearsal was going to start.
Fri 22july. its a day before. i was getting busy with make up stuff and he called me. I cudn't pick up, and finally we got misunderstand. i wasn't angry but i saw him drove a car like that and i totally hate him. I was upset , why did our last day become like this? sadness and angriness stayed in my heart, when i took a picture with him by wore white dress. till finally in the middle of the event, i realized it's the last day i cud see him. I was down and I hardly cud forgive myself. when he went home, i was still at Prisma, my tears started drop. :|
Sat 23 july. the day. time flies really fast! as fast as I can't guess. in the early morning he came again to got a permission of leave Jakarta today. I cried hurtly, he just 10 minutes at my home. I went back to my bed and cried. I woke up at 10am I kept crying. I took a bath, I cried. I went downstairs and looked around living room, kitchen and foyer then I cried. my mind couldn't stop thinking and recalling about the memories. I sleep again in the afternoon the wake up with tears. tears kept dropping. at PX while we had a dinner, I hardly hold my tears. till the night,I cried when he called me up.
it's been a second time letting you go, but why do i feel harder and harder?
i'll miss his hands holding mine. i'll miss his arms hugging me. :'( and i'll miss every moment that we shared together...
May, June, July are my holidays. it's been 6 months since my boy left Jakarta.
He went back on 30th June 2011, i haven't met him on that day.
The story begin on Friday, he came to my house in the early morning, and i was 1/2 awake. I just felt it's really dream. afternoon made me overwhelm about the morning when I saw him face to face. it's unbelieve-able. maybe it's too over, but so do I, too miss him.
on Saturday, I honestly forgot an exact event.
Sunday, it's a rehearsal, I was shocked by saw him. he's now really thin, far from my imagination. idk why that day i disappointed. maybe it's becos i'm too miss him.
Monday 4july. I accompanied him cut his hair at Puri, then we drunk chatime. it's like a happy day to treat u first drink chatime :)
Tuesday 5july. plan to TA was canceled. cos he requested to accompanied him to watch arthur3. it's a pleasure to fulfill his request :)
Wednesday 6july. today we didn't meet each other as I remember. I went to Emporium.
Thursday 7july. we had a badminton game. i was totally excited. moreover, i got his ride. :) 3hours play and we went to ruko for a while. thanks for today. it was the sweet day ..
Friday 8july. forgot
Saturday 9 july. met him in the morning .
Sunday 10 july we didn't meet anyway 3-|
Mon 11july. we just played at my home, cycling, eat at sedap alami. :D
Tue 12 july. we went to ta, saw a huge bear, he wanna buy it fot me and i rejected him. we ate at Hangang, had a lunch together with a tangled song from sky rink. then we went home.
Wed 13july til Fri 15july. he stayed at bandung. but at friday we had a service together what a dream...
Sat 16july- Sun 17july. nothing special. as usual weekend.
Mon 18july. it's our 19th month anniv. anniversary is just celebrated at home , by watched tv together and made 12pcs enoki bacon. thanks for the card
Tue 19july. it's a terrible date. we went to ta to eat some food but we met unwanted-to-meet people. hmm a last day hangout become not sweet nor enjoyable. then after a complicated things happened. we escaped to cp. had a lite bites and thank GOD we had time to buy ourselves an outfit.
Wed 20july. my mind kept thinking about his return to Syd. previous day by bought him a sweater, i wanted to buy him a scarf as he wants. I went to mangdu today, it's hard to find a winter outfit there. suddenly when i walked around I saw a winter outfit store, but I think my mom n sist wouldn't wait for me if i entered that store. finally they went to optic and sat quite long time. then i went back to that store again. i found the scarf! but maybe he wouldn't like it. I just bought so he can keep warm in the winter. At night we went to puri together. I bought him facial wet tissue. it's like a satisfaction to buy him many things.
Thurs 21july. last rehearsal. i completely *uring2an* cos the day was getting closer. i wanted him to be with me. i was a bit mad cos he's disappear when rehearsal was going to start.
Fri 22july. its a day before. i was getting busy with make up stuff and he called me. I cudn't pick up, and finally we got misunderstand. i wasn't angry but i saw him drove a car like that and i totally hate him. I was upset , why did our last day become like this? sadness and angriness stayed in my heart, when i took a picture with him by wore white dress. till finally in the middle of the event, i realized it's the last day i cud see him. I was down and I hardly cud forgive myself. when he went home, i was still at Prisma, my tears started drop. :|
Sat 23 july. the day. time flies really fast! as fast as I can't guess. in the early morning he came again to got a permission of leave Jakarta today. I cried hurtly, he just 10 minutes at my home. I went back to my bed and cried. I woke up at 10am I kept crying. I took a bath, I cried. I went downstairs and looked around living room, kitchen and foyer then I cried. my mind couldn't stop thinking and recalling about the memories. I sleep again in the afternoon the wake up with tears. tears kept dropping. at PX while we had a dinner, I hardly hold my tears. till the night,I cried when he called me up.
it's been a second time letting you go, but why do i feel harder and harder?
i'll miss his hands holding mine. i'll miss his arms hugging me. :'( and i'll miss every moment that we shared together...
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