big girls don't cry
July 5th, 2010 Monday
well, its already 15 days we haven't meet each other.
he's on his vacation and I feel empty somehow.
usually there's someone ask me to go hang out, go for lunch and movie, but now he's not here for me.
he's on trip from 20th june till 7th july
and he's going to sydney and penshurst.
yeaa.. actually this is my first time in having a trial of long distance relationship
for me, it's matter of time and our loyalty and trust indeed.
I think I will be able to have this kinda relationship.
but 1 thing that I must have to be strong enough for this relationship is the acceptance from his parents.
sigh! it's really hard. really really hard.
maybe for many couples are easy to get the acceptance,
envy? a bit..
but we want to be ourselves. we wanna pass this together.
so we can appreciate this relationship.
at first I was hoping they got my first impression by meeting,
but it was failed, they heard from their trustable friend and they trust her!!!!
my heart is sick. honestly I need their acceptance for sure! yea for sure!!!!
I've heard an information about him and his family that in the next .... years they will move to another state. I know that he will study abroad, but I don't even know about he will never come back to Indo.
even it's still a possibility, I don't wanna loose him forever.
maybe it likes kinda teenlit novel or sinetron or whatever,
but here is my love life, it becomes complicated and more complicated day by day..
hope I can cover it up.... :)
-big girls don't cry !!
well, its already 15 days we haven't meet each other.
he's on his vacation and I feel empty somehow.
usually there's someone ask me to go hang out, go for lunch and movie, but now he's not here for me.
he's on trip from 20th june till 7th july
and he's going to sydney and penshurst.
yeaa.. actually this is my first time in having a trial of long distance relationship
for me, it's matter of time and our loyalty and trust indeed.
I think I will be able to have this kinda relationship.
but 1 thing that I must have to be strong enough for this relationship is the acceptance from his parents.
sigh! it's really hard. really really hard.
maybe for many couples are easy to get the acceptance,
envy? a bit..
but we want to be ourselves. we wanna pass this together.
so we can appreciate this relationship.
at first I was hoping they got my first impression by meeting,
but it was failed, they heard from their trustable friend and they trust her!!!!
my heart is sick. honestly I need their acceptance for sure! yea for sure!!!!
I've heard an information about him and his family that in the next .... years they will move to another state. I know that he will study abroad, but I don't even know about he will never come back to Indo.
even it's still a possibility, I don't wanna loose him forever.
maybe it likes kinda teenlit novel or sinetron or whatever,
but here is my love life, it becomes complicated and more complicated day by day..
hope I can cover it up.... :)
-big girls don't cry !!
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